More than five years had passed and I still think about her. About how my life was going to become the happiest one with her. Thinking about how things turn out for both of us. How happy and sad I was with her. The first time that I even met her. The first kiss, and all those small details that blinded me and attached me to the perfume of her soul. Even the time we spend on the roof where we laugh and talk the entire night I miss.
Lost Time? I wouldn’t dare regret or even change it. I loved her so much that even God was jealous. Five years of learning and accepting nothing is forever as Disney says on its movies. Five years writing about…. and for her as the most secret mission. Five years, of reminiscing her body. How she manifested her love to me when she used to become an ocean. Five years feeling guilty for what happened with our….
Probably, we are lost for good and forever. Sometimes, I want to say something to you, but the crude reality that we went through won’t allow me. Five years of letting her to find happiness and allowing me soul to find true love as well…
With the pass of the years, I had realized that I am in love with the person that she was and no her as present. I loved her more than my own life, more than my mother, but I learned for the good, and this is the good bye for you and me. This is the last chapter.