¨In the middle of our journey, I found myself in a dark wood¨ - Dante, The Divine Comedy
Now that you are reading this
I will try to use the proper words
so, you understand all my confusion
because now I am sure of one thing
I cannot do this by my own
I feel that I am drowning, and I need help
It has been 3 fucking years
suffering in silence, until now
no one has noticed or at least no one cares
no one but you, you know part of this pain
I keep thinking my actions that leaded to this
it\'s imprecise to define 1 cause or origin
and at this moment it does not matter
The hardest part is to know
that my mom does not believe or care
because I had the strength to talk about it
but she reacted as she didn\'t believe it
that moment keeps repeating in my mind
now I know that I must deal with this alone
my perception about my family has changed
I am only good at being in their working stake
I do not recognize myself anymore
and I want to get out of this
I want to find a cause to live for
and I do not want to feel alone
my friend I need you more than ever
help me find that is still worth it
take me where I can find joy and fun
tell me that all my thoughts are wrong
that I am a good person and that you care
please help me find a way out of this madness
©Flaca