I just want to feel alive
When the nightmares
Scream in the back of my mind.
I want to feel the wind on my face , the cold rain in my body, this body that
has become numb.
I want to feel...
To feel the pain
that makes me feel alive
the soul has been dead
for so long...
This crazy heart wants to feel no more...
Blood dripping from this wound in the middle of my arm
Drop...drop...drop..
Slowly the life is leaving this body....
Drop..drop..drop...
Relaxing this mind
is getting tired.
Losing the battle
now wants to sleep..
Drifting into the most relaxing dreams I have ever known ..
Embracing this warmth, this mind wants to follow this peaceful moment ...
The heart wants to stop fighting, to stop this beating and just relax...
They want to give up
They want to follow this dream and sleep forever ...
With no more dreams in this soul...
Sleep into the oblivion
and disappear from this rootten world ...
The soul wants to exist
to feel no more...