cause you don't know what is like when you cant go back

I hate it when you're here,

And I hate in so many ways when you're not

Because you're here when I let you be

Cause you're here when I imagine you're still by my side

When I draw your silhouette in the middle of a crowd

Or when I verse you in the night

Because you're here when I conceive that I got you

Only because in reality I don't