Overthinker

Sometimes, I feel lost

Like I don't belong

anywhere anymore. 

I feel dark in shiny bright days.

This lost soul feels gloomy

and wants to just cry.

The mind gets confused 

trapped in to the overthinking 

that eats away these thoughts 

screaming to this broken heart 

That it doesn't deserve to be loved.

This crazy mind of mine reminds

me every time 

I get to feel comfortable

that I'm unlovable

and unworthy

and that it will just get hurt.

Bleeding dreams

trying to take away

what is left of humanity

in this depressed soul.

Dreams trapped on a continuous loop .

Playing over and over inside this pathetic human mind. 

Remaining to this overthinker 

That doesn't deserve to be loved 

The cells of this changing brain 

evolving into the distance

of this human space.

Thinking over and over 

why can I just be cold

In this inhuman pathetic world 

where the person that promised

to worship this love

is the one that hurts you the most....

Worship this love ... 

You asked me ...

to give you an opportunity

to make this lost soul happy

and help heal this bleeding heart...

But once our  souls were intertwined.

You pull away

when my heart was the  happiest 

making it bleed

worse than before...

Why did you acted like you wanted me ...

Just to show me how pathetic was your description of love...